My Personal Battle with Chronic Lyme Disease – And Why I’m Finally Speaking Out

This time, I’m writing about a deeply personal issue. I’m sharing my story because so many people are suffering from the same condition without knowing what it is or what to do about it.

When I was 11 years old, I had three ticks on my head and an excruciating headache. I went to take a shower, removed the ticks, and the headache disappeared. I forgot about the whole incident.

At 12, I began experiencing strange neurological issues — hallucinations and a distorted sense of reality. I thought that was just how life was, so I lived with it.

The first truly serious episode happened when I was 19. I started hallucinating extremely graphic, gory images that felt completely real. It became so intense that it was hard to function. Believing it was a psychological problem, I went to a psychologist for about eight months. The therapy helped tremendously, and the symptoms eventually passed.

Over the following years, I dealt with a wide range of unexplained health problems. No doctor could tell me what was causing them. The neurological symptoms would return periodically — horrific hallucinations that haunted me. I tried every diet, health practice, and natural approach I could find. Some things helped temporarily, but nothing provided a lasting cure.

Eventually, I hit rock bottom. In complete desperation, I did an Essene fast in the jungle. For the first time in years, I finally felt good. But the moment I returned to eating normally, the symptoms came back aggressively and threw me into a dangerous psychotic state.

Thankfully, I found my way back to logic and pulled myself out of it. Then, on my 40th birthday, something almost divine happened — I got another tick bite. For the first time, I heard about Lyme disease.

I immediately took preventative antibiotics on the advice of a very good friend. For the first time in decades, I felt like myself again.

I went to a doctor and asked if it was possible that I had been dealing with this since I was 11. He confirmed that I might have chronic Lyme infection. Unfortunately, I didn’t have the funds for treatment in the US, so I found a doctor in Mexico and started treatment right away.

I took the test, and it confirmed I was infected with Borrelia bacteria — the pathogen responsible for Lyme disease, which can cause all the symptoms I had experienced for nearly 30 years.

I began a treatment protocol of 3-month cycles of antibiotics. It wasn’t easy, but I could clearly see it was working. Most importantly, all my neurological issues disappeared — something no other method had ever achieved.

After two full cycles (six months total), I feel significantly better and am slowly returning to myself. I still have some lingering issues, but at least my brain can function somewhat normally again.

I grew up in a culture where you’re not supposed to talk about your problems. Complaining is not acceptable, and no one really listens anyway. I stayed silent about this for a very long time. But I’ve realized I need to speak up.

Lyme disease is spreading around the world, yet there is still very little awareness or information about it. It’s a vicious bacteria, and living with it is pure torture. I was lucky — I wasn’t paralyzed or completely incapacitated like many others. I owe a lot to sports and music, which helped carry me through the darkest times.

If you’re experiencing unexplained neurological symptoms, chronic fatigue, weird health issues that doctors can’t explain, or anything similar to what I described — please get tested for Lyme disease. There are treatments available.

This is not about fear-mongering. It’s about awareness. This condition can rob a person of their full potential to live a healthy and happy life.

I hope we can spread awareness about Lyme disease, promote real healing, and help each other get better.

Check out MUZYC for music, videos, and much more to come.

All the best to you,

Boris M.

The importance of the Essenes history

My journey into the world of the Essenes began in the most unexpected way: through a series of improbable coincidences, chance encounters, and a simple coin flip that felt guided by something greater. This unconventional path led me to "The Essene Gospel of Peace," an ancient text attributed to the Essenes—a mystical community from the time of Jesus. The book describes a profound renewal through fasting, detoxification, and deep harmony with nature's laws.

At a time when I felt completely lost in life, I decided to embrace its teachings fully, despite the extreme commitment it demanded. The ritual called for letting go of all possessions, venturing alone into the wilderness, and confronting the raw reality of self and spirit. This wasn't a comfortable, guided retreat—it was a raw, potentially dangerous solitary journey into nature, where one faces life and death head-on. Thankfully, it transformed me in ways I never imagined, leading to profound clarity and renewal.

Since that experience, I've become deeply obsessed with the Essenes' history and teachings. Mainstream history often portrays them as a strict, ascetic sect, and "The Essene Gospel of Peace" (translated by Edmond Bordeaux Szekely from alleged ancient manuscripts) has been dismissed or denounced by some authorities, including claims of Vatican suppression. The text presents Jesus as connected to the Essenes and emphasizes living in alignment with natural laws rather than rigid dogma.

As I've studied further—cross-referencing with the Dead Sea Scrolls and other sources—I've come to see striking parallels and differences. The Essenes' worldview diverges from later biblical interpretations in key ways. For instance, they didn't focus on a personal "God" in the conventional sense but on a fundamental choice between supporting life (through actions in harmony with nature) or death (through misalignment). They pioneered a precise 364-day (which is exactly 52 weeks) solar calendar to align perfectly with the sun's cycles. They understood what we now call astrological cycles not for fortune-telling, but for syncing human life with the cosmic "clock." Some accounts even suggest advanced practices like self-hypnosis or breath control that could explain phenomena like heart stoppage — potentially shedding light on resurrection stories.

While academics often label these ideas as fringe or forgeries, the more I examine them through a rigorous lens, the more they resonate with logical, natural principles that make sense in context.

This discovery has become my life's work. I've been researching and documenting for years, and now I'm preparing to visit two additional key locations (Tibet and Greece) to verify and deepen the story. I also plan to involve credible scholars and scientists to bring balanced perspectives.

In a world that's increasingly chaotic—where life grows harder every day—why does this matter? Because the Essenes' message unites rather than divides. It reveals our shared human potential: through simple, practical techniques of alignment with nature, fasting, and conscious living, we can unlock extraordinary inner strength and wisdom. They weren't a "religious cult" but ancient scientists and guardians of universal laws—they called themselves "protectors of the sacred laws of the universe." They are credited with authoring many Dead Sea Scrolls and even foretold aspects of their eventual rediscovery with remarkable precision.

I believe my own synchronistic journey to them was no accident. It's my honor—and my responsibility—to share their story through a creative, compelling film that honors those who sacrificed everything to preserve this wisdom.

To complete the second half of this exploration, film production, and expert involvement, I'm raising funds with a GoFundMe campaign. Your support will help bring this hidden history to light in a way that inspires and empowers people today.

Thank you for reading my story. If it resonates, please consider contributing or sharing—together, we can uncover truths that connect us all.

This is the link to GOFUNDME

All the best,

Boris M.

True Sound of Music.

Music has been my passion for as long as I can remember. It started with playing for fun with friends, then evolved into making records and gaining recognition around the world as a music producer. I've worked with some of the best in the game all over the globe.

But after achieving those markers of success in music, I felt my soul was no longer aligned with what I was doing. I didn't see truth in that work—everything felt like surgical procedures designed to create hits that would sell products. Everyone was playing politics to advance themselves in the industry. I couldn't do it anymore.

It was a profound moment in my life when I received a contract with a large sum of money and offers to become one of the best. But is it really being 'one of the best' if you're creating mediocrity? I didn't feel it. I wanted to explore music and sound at their core, to find the true essence in music.

So, after leaving the industry by saying no to a high-level executive who worked for someone that's been all over the news recently, I started a journey that now makes perfect sense to me.

At some point, I realized that the most authentic music I'd ever heard was music of the moment—improvisation. That's where the real magic happens. I thought to myself: What if this is the way to produce and make records? What if we work through the perspective of improvisation and intuition, rather than the mind, and let that dictate the music that emerges?

That's how I began. First, in Los Angeles, I connected with two great musicians Elnard Jones and Malachi Burgess, and we formed the project BEINGS. We recorded several albums in almost no time because we improvised everything in the moment, then edited the best-sounding parts to create the record.

Then, I had to move to Mexico to treat my Lyme disease. There, I found another two amazing musicians John Amabillis and Pato Pena who shared the same vision, and that's how PBJ was born. We've been playing all over, and the results are incredible—the beauty of showing up to a gig not knowing what you'll play, then just going for it. The crowd becomes a witness to creation in real time. Sometimes there's someone in the audience who's not feeling well, and we'll tune all of our intention toward that person to elevate their experience of life. The feedback that we got from some was “Life changing experience” or some referred to it as “Church”. This has been a true passion project for me, and I'd love for you to listen to some of the albums.

Here is the link for BEINGS

Here is the link for PBJ

I'm still raising funds for research on the Essenes, the ancient sect that understood the science of the natural order—which we're so missing today. If you'd like to contribute, please click here: GOFUNDME

Hope you have the best week ever and I know it’s hard out there sometimes so be strong good days are coming.

All the best,

Boris M.

The mysterious "Stream Of Sound".

Discovering the Stream of Sound: A Frequency Born from Ancient Ritual

A few years ago, after completing a profound 7-day fasting ritual inspired by the Essenes—as documented in Edmond Bordeaux Székely’s writings—I began to hear something extraordinary. It wasn’t an external sound, but a subtle, persistent frequency that seemed to resonate deep within me. This “Stream of Sound,” as they called it, felt unlike anything I’d encountered before: pure, grounding, and perfectly aligned with the natural rhythm of life.

Curious, I managed to measure and isolate this frequency. From there, I wove it into a series of guided meditations. When listened to—especially in the morning while breathing in rhythm with the sound. Listeners often describe the experience as deeply grounding, as if their entire being gently realigns with something ancient frequency.

To buy the album “stream of sound” - click here

MUZYC APP

Whatever it is, the way you tell your story online can make all the difference.

Introducing the Muzyc app– A New Home for Muzyc

I’ve recently started developing Muzyc, an app designed for musicians to upload full albums, share and sell them directly with listeners, and build personal collections—just like in the good old days when music felt more tangible and artist-controlled.

The reason behind this project is simple yet deeply felt: many of us independent musicians no longer feel fairly represented on the major streaming platforms such as Spotify. The current system often leaves creators with little control, minimal earnings, and a sense that our art is just content feeding someone else’s algorithm.

So I decided to build something different—my own platform, from the ground up. My hope is that one day other artists will join, use it, and help shape it into a true alternative: a space owned and driven by artists, created for both creators and genuine listeners who value the music and the people behind it.

If you’re a musician looking for a fairer way to share your work, or a listener who wants to connect more directly with artists, I’d love for you to check it out and join the journey.

Explore Muzyc here: MUZYC

If you’re curious about the Stream of Sound meditations or want to join this journey toward artist-owned platforms, I’d love to hear from you write me here - CONTACT

All the best,

Boris

Semaya and The Journeys From Others World

The Story Behind "Semaya"

Back in 2013, while living in New York City, I produced a track called Semaya. After stepping away from the mainstream industry, I decided to dive into the electronic music scene—and it turned out to be an incredible journey. I had the privilege of DJing at high-end clubs, unforgettable parties, and events filled with amazing music and energy.

Years later, life took me to Synergia Ranch in New Mexico, a truly special place where I met extraordinary people—pioneers in science, art, philosophy, and beyond. Among them was John P. Allen, the visionary founder of the ranch (and Biosphere 2). I had the honor of caring for him during that time.

One day, John shared with me a series of captivating videos from his documentary series Journeys to Other Worlds. In these episodes, he and a cameraman traveled to remote locations around the globe, intimately documenting sacred rituals and indigenous cultures during an epic expedition aboard the RV Heraclitus.

The moment I saw the footage, I was amazed. It perfectly captured the spiritual vibe of Semaya. That's how this music video came to life—pairing my track with those rare images.

This project not only reignited my passion but inspired many more creative projects to come, opening the door to filmmaking.

If you're interested in contributing to my upcoming film Contribute Here

Also, be sure to check out the TECH page for some exciting new innovations I'm working on.

Have a wonderful week!

Warm regards,

Boris

The screening of "The Essene" in El Salvador.

I was recently invited by Dr. Kenneth Fernandez to speak at the Reclaiming Health & Longevity Convention in El Salvador. Kenneth and I were introduced through a close mutual friend in Mexico City. We met briefly, had a great conversation, spent some time together, and shortly afterward he extended the invitation.

I had never been to El Salvador before, but I had heard incredible things. My girlfriend Maia (co editor of the film) and I decided to go – and from the moment we arrived, the experience exceeded every expectation. The people are some of the kindest, most generous, and warmest I’ve ever met anywhere in the world. It’s easy to see why: after decades of being one of the most dangerous countries in the hemisphere, the new leadership has transformed it into one of the safest and most welcoming places in Central America.

The convention itself was extraordinary. Speakers from all over the globe shared cutting-edge ideas on health, longevity, and preparing for the future. The audience was filled with fascinating, like-minded individuals – free thinkers exploring alternative ways to live more consciously and meaningfully.

On the second day I had the honor of joining a panel where I spoke about my research on the Essenes and their remarkable way of living in complete harmony with nature. The response was overwhelming – many deep, profound questions and genuine interest from the crowd.

The convention flowed directly into the Bitcoin Conference, and on the final evening Dr. Kenneth and his partner Chris organized something unforgettable: a trip up to a luxury hotel perched in the clouds above Lake Coatepeque, with its dramatic volcano often called a contender for the 8th wonder of the world. The setting was pure magic. That night we screened “The Essene.” Watching the audience react and hearing the conversations that followed was one of the most rewarding moments I’ve ever experienced.

El Salvador is still a hidden gem – not yet overrun by mass tourism, yet brimming with natural beauty, warm people, and new energy. It is quickly becoming the jewel of Central America, and I highly recommend anyone curious about the world to visit while it still feels this authentic.

If you’d like to watch the short film we screened, here is the link: → The Essene (watch here)

I’m also building a new app called MUZYC where you can discover all the music we create for our projects. I’d love your feedback: → MUZYC App (check it out here)

And if you feel inspired to support the full-length feature version of “The Essene,” check the campaign: → GoFundMe

Thank you for being part of this journey. Wishing you a beautiful and blessed week,

Boris

The Journey of Life.

“The Essene Gospel Of Peace” published by Edmond Szekely in 1936.

Over the past few months I’ve been traveling extensively to research my film The Essene. I’ve been to Israel, Italy, London, Greece, Mexico, and El Salvador — where I attended a Health and Longevity convention to present the Essene story and screen the first cut of the short film. The goal has been to raise both funds and awareness to bring their remarkable story to light.

What many of you don’t know is that during this intense period I’ve also been facing serious health challenges: a recent Lyme disease diagnosis and severe dental infections that have affected my brain and taken me into dark, unknown territory I never imagined I’d have to face. Yet it’s precisely in these difficult times that you discover what truly matters — and who is really there for you.

Art, exploration, and creativity are what have kept me sane. They’ve shown me the beauty of the divine world I’ve been following, and that path has ultimately led me to deeper love and genuine healing.

I’m sharing this because I know many people are going through rough times right now. If you’re in that place, please hear this: there is always light at the end of the tunnel. Even when it feels impossibly dark, just take one more step, one more day. It will pass.

To help, I want to share some of the guided meditations I developed while going through these struggles. If you breathe in rhythm with them and close your eyes, each chant will help you relax, ground yourself, and find calm. They are synced to a natural ancient rhythm I discovered while following the Essene fasting rituals deep in the jungle. ➡️ Click here for the meditations: MEDITATIONS

And once again, here is the GoFundMe page to support the continued research and completion of the film. To me, the Essene teachings and rituals represent one of the highest forms of self-healing science I’ve ever experienced, and I’m determined to share them with the world. ➡️ GOFUNDME link

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your love and support. It means everything. ❤️

JustJam app and more news!

I'm happy to announce that Muzyc is now developing an app designed for musicians to record live, stream, share, and download high-quality audio. It's in the early stages, and I'd love for you to try it out—see if it resonates with you, run some recordings, and let me know what you think. Any feedback is greatly appreciated! This is a passion project aimed at empowering non-professional musicians to easily record and share their audio with the world. That said, the app isn't just for musicians—it's for anyone who wants to capture their sound and broadcast it globally.

click on the link to lunch the app - JUSTJAM

We're also still running the GoFundMe campaign to raise funds for pre-production on the movie "The Essene". Check it out here: GOFUNDME